My Current Emotions

This is how I feel today... as low as I have ever felt.

I'm questioning who I am... WHAT I am.

Bad things have been happening recently. 

Bad things keep happening.

Thank God I'll be in Southeast Asia in less than a week. 

All alone.. to forget my worries and sadness.

Get a hobby you say? Get out of town.. that's coming... but for now I feel like this too... 

(also because I found my first wrinkle the other day): 

I'm not joking.

And this will PROBABLY (more than likely) be me tomorrow morning... but it's my day off, so who gives a shit???

And THIS will be me if I get to the Philippines next week and someone took away all of the Rum (cos that's what they drink there.... ya'dig????)

And this will be me at the end of every day ... because... well... I'm just an absolute wreck right now and I don't know what to do with myself. 

I can't wait to leave the country next week and be alone.